I'm contorting at the site
Of a mangled mind,
Destroyed my criticism.
A distorted person
Killed such a beautiful thought,
But are thoughtless on their own.
A clever retort not mustered up
By a sunken in brain,
What insidious plans are being made?
But blast me into oblivion,
Leave me there to configure the math
And I am lost already.
I have no couth, am nothing decent.
I read the context of life, yet find
Nothing relevant to mine, cruel being.
I am harshly chained and forced
To slither around like a fool
For my thoughts were too critical,
Nobody could see my charm so
Treat me like a snake,
Force me on my belly, you bastards.
You've chastised my mind,
Tell me I've sinned, will you come
Back for more social controversy?
I am terrified after having been sloshed
About, swimming in destruction;
Drowning in disapproval,
Speech slurred, eyes blurred,
Crying over your petty differences
With no one to reach out to help me.
My persona? Slain to undecipherable means,
Writhing terribly in pain
Caused by a demonic public!
Not talking in the now, but I was slaughtered
In a paradox universe of the mind,
I'm so confused in life, are you?
I've quenched my thirst for knowledge,
Now I'm at a fork in the road,
Do you know the way to Tulalip?
All is ethereal and I cannot get home,
Though I've tried a dozen times,
Only to lose myself deeper in thought.
Seeing autumn leaves my malnourished soul
Fed up again; like a sponge,
It absorbs a new train of thought,
That in which I idolize critical people
For soaking me in truth,
In which I choke on delicately.
Living in punishment too lenient for life,
I grasp at my subconscious,
Hoping to toggle out some fate,
Yet nothing saunters out and I'm lethargic.
Too tired to hear a raspy voice
Call out to me in the evening.
I lust over my thoughts of being
Dependant and clasp a hook in my back
Which forces me back down to earth.
My will has cracked, so believe me some
More but leave your idiosyncrasy at the
Door. I refuse to answer your idiot questions;
Questions asked in a maddening craze
And were left alone, like tainted
Meat. Ignored, left for lesser beings,
Losers. I cannot take the lunacy created.
I'm living in a zoo, which is my hell,
Because someone keeps screaming my name
And I cannot sustain from pondering who.
I ain't too covetous; I know what you think,
You fruit, you retard, you nothing!
I've suspect your greed
Towards my thought. You are flawed
And you want me to fix you and I will not.
So in suicide we find peace
For we've thieved each others' lives.
Nothing is left; remorse is enough.
Scars invade the minds of others,
Slit wrists leave them dirty.
They can't deal with their random thoughts,
Not like me. I've erased the rules
Of why I should care. Toss me to the soil,
And pray that I don't rise up again.
With that thought, you enter paranoia.
Relic of your past has sanity become.
You're glad I've stopped speaking.
Your tyranny will end, I know.
I don't appreciate your ruse, or lies,
Or slaps across my brittle face.
Tyrant of anger has given birth to me.
You pansy, realize something!
Do you know what has happened now?
In the time I've taken to throw a tangent,
People have thought of suicide and it chimes
For it fits with life,
And it's tangible,
And whose left last to cherish?
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