Booby trapped yet again
To do what you say
On such and such date.
There is a sense of freedom
I fear I will never feel
Because you've trapped me here for so long.
I cannot get through to you,
And I don't desire to do so.
Your booby traps are guilt,
Saying I care not for you,
But for trifling things that you provide.
That's not true, my sweet.
Your booby traps are also fear,
You have hurt me with fear,
Installed it in me.
Will it be a slap or a punch?
I fear both.
Your pain gets to me in ways
I've never known.
I love you,
But I will leave you if
I am booby trapped again by your subtle ways.