I used to think it would take so much
For me to commit suicide
But I know the ones that need to be strong
Would be the ones I left behind
It has crossed my mind so many times
Nights when I'd lay awake and cry
But you know that it just isn't right
That isn't how GOD intends for me to die
Yeah it would be so easy
Thinking of life without the pain
But could I face a tomorrow
Without hearing an I love you ever again?
What about the simple pleasures
Yes they too would also be gone
No more laughter, hopes, or sweet dreams
No more sunny days with the breeze thats blown
How could I have ever thought..
That taking my life would be right?
Tomorrow is a whole new day
And the future lies shining bright