A New Woman
All the things you said
written at 16 years old
Words of such harsh, such evilness, such insults and such torture.
You made me weep so hard, i could no longer live without flooding my whole world out on me.
The tears were like it was raining in my room and i had no shelter.
I spent so many days, years, weeks, months, seconds, minutes and hours drowning in my emotions.
You never knew when to quit, just the things you said.
Never mind all of the things that you did, all the beats, pricks, kicks, nips and blows in my head.
You never even stopped even when a coma came and i spent a month on a bed.
Never mind just all of that, what about all the deceiving and all the loneliness that burned me inside and out.
Such a lonely girl without a friend, too dark to fit into that perfect gap of light, too big to be what you are.
Something i could have spent my life time without.
Baby girl was no use to the old who just let it carry on.
All the fights, all the things they thought i was.
Oh god please help me.
Judging too quickly where does it come from?
All i have to say. so many things have stuck to my life time recording brain.
So many words you said i remember i hope you regret it now.
Now you know where this is going to take me?
Thank you if wasn't for all of you, i wouldn't be where i am now.
16 getting along with the rest of my life.
You've made me stronger than ever.
I got this from your evilness and what did you get...
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, BUT SINS ALL SINS...
WAS IT EVEN WORTH HURTING ME FOR ALL OF THESE SINS?
Words of such harsh, such evilness, such insults and such torture.
You made me weep so hard, i could no longer live without flooding my whole world out on me.
The tears were like it was raining in my room and i had no shelter.
I spent so many days, years, weeks, months, seconds, minutes and hours drowning in my emotions.
You never knew when to quit, just the things you said.
Never mind all of the things that you did, all the beats, pricks, kicks, nips and blows in my head.
You never even stopped even when a coma came and i spent a month on a bed.
Never mind just all of that, what about all the deceiving and all the loneliness that burned me inside and out.
Such a lonely girl without a friend, too dark to fit into that perfect gap of light, too big to be what you are.
Something i could have spent my life time without.
Baby girl was no use to the old who just let it carry on.
All the fights, all the things they thought i was.
Oh god please help me.
Judging too quickly where does it come from?
All i have to say. so many things have stuck to my life time recording brain.
So many words you said i remember i hope you regret it now.
Now you know where this is going to take me?
Thank you if wasn't for all of you, i wouldn't be where i am now.
16 getting along with the rest of my life.
You've made me stronger than ever.
I got this from your evilness and what did you get...
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, BUT SINS ALL SINS...
WAS IT EVEN WORTH HURTING ME FOR ALL OF THESE SINS?
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All the things you said
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