FAKE.
EVERYONE HERE IS FAKE,
HEARING ME TYPE FAST WORDS,
FASTER THAN I CAN EVEN THINK THEM.
FALSIFYING LIFE WITH LIES AND DECEIT
AND THEN THEY ALL LOOK TO ME,
LIKE I COULD HELP THEM OUT FOR ONCE.
I WILL NEVER HELP THEM OUT.
THEY AREN'T WORTH THE EFFORT AND IT HURTS TO SAY THAT.
I DON'T KNOW WHY THEY STARE AT ME
AS THOUGH I PORTRAY EVIL.
HOW DO THEY KNOW IF I AM EVIL,
THEY COULD BE EVIL.
FAKE.
I HATE THEIR PRETEND GRINS
AND LOSER-WORRY ANTICS.
NEVER LIVING LIFE FOR FUN
ONLY FOR PROFIT.
AND THEY STILL THINK I CAN HELP THEM.
I ENHANCE THEIR COOLNESS TO LIFE,
GETTING THEM TO READ MY WORDS IS A SMALL VICTORY,
AND I SCOFF WHEN THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND,
I SCOFF WHEN YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND.
PEOPLE HAVE CALLED ME MANIACAL.
NAW, NOT ME, ONLY REALISTIC.
COULD I BE ANYMORE REAL?
I AIN'T MODEL THIN,
I DON'T HAVE PEARLY WHITE TEETH,
I AM NOT THE PERFECT PICTURE OF PRETTY,
I AM ACTUALLY QUITE UGLY AND LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING,
LIFE IS BAD ENOUGH WITHOUT ME THINKING I'M UGLY.
BUT AT LEAST I AIN'T FAKE.
I AIN'T FAKE.
FAKE.
EVEN THE WORD REMINDS ME OF SOMEONE
PRETENDING TO BE WHAT THEY AREN'T.
WHY DO THEY DO THAT?
FAKE.
YOU ARE ALL DISEASED WITH FAKE,
AND NOW,
I SEE THAT EVEN A PART OF ME IS MORE THAN REAL,
IT'S MORE THAN FAKE TOO.
12-5-03
SUGE
*BEFORE YOU LEAVE SOME RANDOM FEEDBACK (OR NOT) I'D LIKE TO SAY THIS:
HAVE YOU EVER SAID THE WORD FAKE SO MANY TIMES THAT IT BEGINS TO SOUND LIKE IT'S NOT EVEN A WORD? IT BEGINS TO SOUND...FAKE?