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I Was Thinking…


I was thinking about things tonight,
And I decided its time to put my life right!
Things that happen to us through life,
Are sometimes hurtful and full of strife!

But we have to deal with things and move on,
And try to instil into life, a little fun.
For if we fail within our quest,
Then we will never live life to our best.

I am better that that and I will prevail,
He won't take the wind from my sail.
I have no idea why life alters like this,
Life's a game of chance, of hit and miss!

So today I am trying to move on and away…
From the pain that's inside me this very day.
I don't want to spoil or ruin my life,
By living with hurt, heartache and strife!

Life is so precious, good and true,
And what we achieve is important to do!
I won't let anyone make me so sad,
That I feel like my life is so very bad!

For life is what we make it, I make mine good,
And so from now I'm moving on as I should!
Why ruin my life because of someone so cruel?
What did he take me for, some kind of a fool?

Well I'm no fool, and I'm strong and tough,
I have always prevailed and survived any rough!
My family are devastated to see me upset,
As maddened as hell…they worry and fret!

I won't let this continue, I'm better that that you see!
So onward and forward…is best for me!
Why should I live in hurt and pain?
What will that do, what will I gain?

All I will have is a lifetime of pain…
And no answer to questions will drive me insane!
No-one is worth all that upsetting strife,
Well, certainly not for me, because I have a life!

He threw me away it was his choice to do…
But I will not wait around, that just wont do!
Does he think I will forgive him?  Absolutely no way!
He lost me forever when he hurt me that day!

What he does now is up to him…
He made a mistake…what he did was a sin!
No matter his reasons, no matter what…
He didn't just lose me, he lost the lot!

He lost my trust, my heart and soul…
Left me in pain with a heart no longer whole!
But I won't let it break me I am as strong as can be,
No, he will be sorry for walking out on me!

I never thought he would hurt me this way…
But he did, and he broke my heart that same day!
‘I will never break your heart, or walk away!'
He told me that on many a day.

But he did the unforgivable, so sad to say…
And now its time for me, to begin a new day!
I have left behind my tears, sadness and pain…
And am moving forward, to happiness again!

He's not worth it, not worth my love…



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