Piercing, stabbing, indescribable pain
Killing myself slowly, nothing to gain
Listless, lifeless, now remains
Cold, sorrow covered now complains
Restless, dark, alone, scared
against all things must be prepared
Quenching pain, the twist the pull
Why, when I so loved him...
Acted such an impeccable fool
How can I express what happened to me
How can I make him understand
When I can't clearly see
No reason he should, when I can't myself
No material things mattered,
Not accumulation or wealth
So Why such a Vain thing like infidelity
Why would I do something,
That meant nothing to me?
I'm such a mess, It's nothing I can explain
Now I am paying with such devastating pain
If There is one thing I'm sure of
In this disgusting, terrible life
I know if he could ever love me again
I could be the perfect wife
I've been in mass confusion
For such a long, long time
I was finally getting my head straight
Then surfaced this awful crime
Something I regretted, pushed out of my mind
Hoped it would stay buried forever
Yes, I truly did
Once I felt that perfect love
My heart could not allow
For me to bring it to you
To ruin that love somehow
To hurt the one I truly loved
With every ounce of my heart
To ever think that this terrible thing
Would ever make us part