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Tears And Time!Tears and time, time and tears, And I'm not feeling fine! How can I move forwards? When I'm crying all the time! I tell myself everyday... That I wont cry any more, Then wham! Just like that, There are tears all over the floor! It's needed - the tears so I'm told! But how can that help me? Because while I'm playing the crying game, No light at the end I see! Why am I crying like this? When I am hurting over what he has done! I should hate him, I really should! I can't understand why he has gone? He has taken my heart and smashed it! And taken all my love from me, And stupid me, I gave it freely, For my love for him was all I could see! But that love, well it was abused, I wonder if he's he laughing at me now! I don't understand, I really don't, How he could do this to me! How!! But do it he did, and I don't know why, For he never told me true! How do you get over a pain like this? And this horror I am going through! From such a loving, caring person, Out of the cocoon came nasty and mean to me! The things he said and the way he said it, Well, it's not what he seemed to be! So now in my head I have two John's, And I just can't...and I don't know why, Splice them together to make him one I can't do it no matter how hard I try! I need to see the two people together, The nice and the nasty - because you see Until I do, I just can't move on, I'm living a nightmare and its killing me! Why do people hurt us so? What is it that they gain? Do they even have a thought? To the end result and depth of pain! Nope, I really don't think so, Because this wouldn't even occur! They don't care what it is they do, They are cruel and so unfair! But I will move forward into the light, And I will strive and prevail again! And lose the sadness in my heart While he, I hope, forever lives in shame! He has hurt me beyond any words can tell, He has taken my heart and trust away! How can I ever trust again? How do I get through another day? So for now I wear my mask, So that people will not see... My pain and upset and tears, And the hurt thats killing me. He isn't worth my tears...! So why is it I can't stop them? I hate the way it makes me feel weak! And though I try to stop I start again! Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem |
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