A New Woman

Should i stay

Being a slave to money then you die.
Why.
Bittersweet.
So not sweet.
A game with so much pain.
Then yet again so much fun, but only for one.
I can understand i can't change my mind to make it adjust to the other person.
I know i can talk except he doesn't the language i can change to their still no interest, this not the way i need to go.
no, no, no, no, no.
You stick with one.
The other life to save the sick, if not then don't do what
People will get more sick if they do the same thing over and over again and no fun is here just that i am sick.
You should check them out for your self.
They are all trying to make life seem unfair, no it ain't it's fine it's all the same.
I believed I'd find somebody different not all the same typical and it just has to go with their sayings.
Baby girl work harder and see better, what better it only gets better for the person who likes it.
One girl came to me and said she'd show me a real road to success without my voice in a bitter sweet symphony.
Sometimes you do one bad they laugh loud you can hear through all the gossip wandering through the heavy rain, thunder and wind.
Girl I'll make the knots loose, but you can't it gotta go.
So my life is  begging, but i can be a better.
Pull the curtain and start your new life.
Let the veins meet the ends.
Let your lungs help you breathe.
I just seem to drown in agony always with no end.
They try to hide it, but it's true they know deep down inside who i am and what i am like i know it ain't easy to live with me too, but it's harder for me, because nobody can understand how much i have changed, but you may no see it, but i really have.
I will have to live too much lies.
Wake up and smell the coffee and think reality.
A mix of too much pain, pain, pain.
Think of it do you really want this life baby girl...
You know you can do better than this...
And worth more than this so please be free and move on and stop with this there's too much, take a break.
So take good care and do not worry you will find a soul to tell you what you really want to do in life like me girl.
Take a good look around and see a star it will shine.
You will smile so hard and see my words are right.
Listen with your heart and it can search for your soul and it will tell you a secret deep within your soul and it will tell you who you should be and who you ought to be with.
Trust me this isn't for you.
Not really much pleasure now is there girl?
No mystery in that unless you really need to be it may god bless you the right way he can don't go too far extent girl i want to see the beautiful decent young girl i once knew in my life to be so happy for the rest of her life.
So grateful i felt that she understood my pain.
So i wanted to get over this life and create a new one, but i do not want to hurt anybody.
Love comes after so many years and i really wish death does us part so i can throw this poem away.


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