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What's Next?


~THE SIG BOX~

So then, what's next, can anyone tell me?
I'm trying to move on to my best,
What on earth do I do now?
Because I'm failing in that quest…!

I wish I could say I didn't love him,
But I'm afraid that would be a lie,
I won't pretend, can't pretend…
Because I do, and I still cry!

No matter what he said or did,
I love that man – I do,
And every day I die a little bit more,
And my sadness keeps slipping through.

I don't want to feel this way at all,
That's not the way I'm made,
All I wish is for one thing,
My thoughts and love for him to fade.

But they won't, they can't because you see…
He's in my head constant every day…
I still love him, yes, I do…
No matter what I say.

You can't turn love off like a tap of water,
That's impossible to do!
So can anyone tell me what's next?  
Cos I haven't got a clue!

I have tried to put him out of my mind,
And lose the thoughts in my head,
But I cant, I really can't…
Even though his feelings for me must be dead!

They must be mustn't they…?
For I really can't understand…!
How he could throw me away!
And do it so underhand!

I didn't deserve it you know,
No, I know that's true,
And I will never take the blame.
Even though why he left, I haven't a clue!

If I was a nasty person,
If we had had any fall outs or fight,
Then maybe I could understand…
But I can't though I try every night.

I can't just forget about him you know,
Because I love him so much, yes I do!
Yet he threw me away, in the blink of an eye,
And just like that, we were through!

I can't believe he did this to me,
Because the love in his heart for me,
Was so unconditional, so devoted…
And there for all the world to see!

Why do they do this, break our hearts?
Tell me, for I really don't know…
How they can walk away so easily…
Just like that, they go!

Rejection is a terrible feeling,
I swore that would never happen to me!
I wasn't going to let anyone in my life,
But he snuck into my heart you see.

What's next?  That's all I think about!
What's down the road for me?
What can I do, but get on with my life,
Even though he's still in the heart of me!

It's simple, the reason I feel this way…
I love him with all of my heart,
And the reasons he left, well I really don't know…
Why he felt that we had to part.

He knows where I am if he needs me,
For I won't turn him away…!
Not for now, because it's too raw…
But I will, I will do one day!

They say I will find someone else,
But they just can-not see!
It's him I love and I always will,
He's the only one for me!









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