I dont think you understand
I'm sitting here with tears of pain
Is this all part of your bigger plan?
Your words echo again and again
Some things are forbidden ground
Still you use them to emphasize a thought
I hide the hurt until no ones around
But did you stop and think of the final cost?
How I wish my heart was stone
Cold as ice and hard as steel
So I wouldnt reminisce when I'm alone
I'd give anything now to not be able to feel
What happens when I stand before you?
What do you think that you will see?
Do you think the pain will slip away?
The first time you are holding me?
I try to tell you that I'm afraid
I share my tears and hand over my heart
I hold onto the dreams that we had made
So why do we sit here torn apart?
I guess what I am trying to say....
Is I'm sorry for the things already done
I never meant things to be this way
And I dont think I'm the only one
