A New Woman

leather for love

Knew the signs, could i know that the talk was true.
What if still this will.
Come true i mean i am so young, but i know and i understand.
All the time 50/50 is always part of the deal.
50/50 the rumors could come true.
What if like all the things, the stories by their own pen.
i have read every where and in my mind the nightmares.
articles of such truth.
a guy with no income a love so strong.
just could never be wrong.
So should i trust, is everybody just jealous because they know i can't do all the things their daughters can do?
I am in deep love, and pain and worry and i am so confused.
My heart feels bruised.
I never felt this way as love before this time is forbidden as religion i just cannot break.
i never knew you, just a little chat and suddenly you're crazy over me.
~I know i am the sweetest, most wonderful girl i know for a fact  i won't let you down and why i am here.
What about you, so many times i ask me or the passport to sweet success and the glory of it all.
Acting so well than after 6 to seven years a kick and fight and the love has ended so he got a passport for him and family to come over and start a fresh new air.
how will i ever know.
I spoken with people but only god knows what's really in his heart.
a wedding only last of the precious time and nagging for the sunken ship.
i am grateful for everything.
I will leave the chit-chat and live my life and if he throws me away i will leave him...
Beside with his new lover a stupid leather passport and gold and sharp.
I mean i  am still worried i never went through it until a member found a picture of an ex.
I'm better, but why did he leave it there and i got rid of everything for him?
Does this mean something.
White baby, sick to hell i feel sickly in love, but happy.
A second i am not bothered to be it on the wife side.
#Honey why was it still there?
do i deserve better than this.
He loves me so much words can't describe...
oh...
lovely i am in love.
i am just scared...
No really if it was up to me i wish somehow i would have waited and saw something new coming my way.
i don't want that though i want him ,but i want him and not to be the fool every one will talk about and crush with harsh words.


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