A New Woman

the screw that's always up

Of all the things I've believed in, just wished it were over with.
Tears form inside my soul, falling behind my eyes, but i do not cry.
A feeling so hot still my tears burn me inside and out.
My eyes steam roll through me... still i do not cry.
I've been searching deep down in my soul.
Feels like I'm starting all over again and again every time i try to make it right i never can.
I had to say goodbye to you.
I can never b good enough for you and you deserve better than me.
I need the air to live, but you need someone better than me.
You were the one I loved... the one thing that i tried to hold on to.
But indeed i failed like always i am always the screw that's always up.
It never comes down, still get lost in your eyes, but i need to get over you.
I am married i lost my chance long ago, too bad i am dead inside.
Do i really wanna get on.
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away... hurt inside, but will i ever know what i want to do.
Help me please someone tell me i need to know now????
I need advice help me somebody be my friend and save me from all this torture.





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