Sometimes I am outside of myself,
Watching myself make pathetic jokes,
Watching myself do pathetic things,
Watching myself f*ck up repeatedly.
I see me how everyone else sees me,
And suddenly I'd rather not be back inside myself.
I'm nothing but nothing,
I'm no one's best friend.
I'm watching people who are mixed up,
But the most mixed up one is me.
March 3, 2004
Suge
*This poem, along with the other The Watcher poem, can or should be played while reading Dr. Dre's The Watcher. They are very different from each other but I had this song stuck in my head when I was writing these poems.