I don't care what you say about me,
I'm a worthless child. I am god's failed nothing.
My face is always torn up with fear,
And my hands are always shaking from anger.
My voice trembles when I talk aloud,
It trembles for I'm afraid screwing up.
I have no equal, I am a blemish in this world.
When I cry, I'm hideous
For my face is a mess with discouragement and sadness.
My eyes are blue gray but,
They don't convey the coldness I feel.
They just see people hurting me and others,
And then I hurt for I'm following patterns.
I dare for someone to hold me,
For someone to compare me to themselves
For I have no equal, I'm just a blemish.