I thought I'm not gonna miss you even a bit
if we part our ways,
I said I can get on that easy when you'll leave me behind;
I promised to stay firm and tranquil if you prefer to go,
But I'm missing you so badly
now that you're not around anymore.
I know I hurt you real bad and wounded your heart,
You were honest and sincere
yet I still lied and deceived you;
No matter how I explain all my reasons for doing so,
You will not come back to me
and it saddened me a whole lot more.
I am emotionally injured, so guilty right at this juncture,
In terrible pain for losing you who matters me the most;
But I just wish that you won't do any harm against yourself,
And will pray to God to give you
strength and the power to hold on.
You are the most precious person
I have encountered in my entire life,
The very first one I am head over heels in love with;
You will always be a part of me
and won't ever forget you come what may,
Nothing and no one can change the reality
that you mean everything to me.