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a way out


who said marriage was suppose to last forever?????
God did i know, but did he realize the pain that
people put each other through,
He must have to see if we would crack under
the pressure or just throw in the towel so
to speak,
i will never understand how He could permit
a husband to be unfaithful and think that the
wife would want to stay with him,
so many times i feel like running in the
opposite direction and find my own way,
yet that is when fear creeps in letting me
know i can't make it without him,
at times this fear paralyses me into thinking
that there is no other way but to stay by his
side,
God i know didn't mean for me to always suffer with
unhappiness and loneliness,
i need to be on my knees asking for His guidance
and direction,
yet i  turn to writing as a way of release,
this doesn't resolve anything for me though,
the loneliness and unhappiness remain deep in my soul.....







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