my very soul is filled with sadness and misery,
never has my heart felt so heavy and lonely,
there is no sense of dreaming for one true love, it will never happen,
love is for people willing to be hurt and used,
this is something i can no longer stand,
i have searched this world for love and all i have gotten is heartache and pain,
since the day i was born,
all i have ever wanted is to be loved alas this is the one dream that will never come true,
i write these words as a way of letting go the pain inside that keeps me from ever realizing the true beauty of a sunset or the romantic touch of a man,
there is no one to blame just a realization that forever there will be this aching in my heart and soul,
for there is no one there to fill the void that is so deep inside me............