A New Woman
GET IT OVER WITH!
He tries to act it all off and he begs like hell and brings guilt to my heart.
In my mind i am crying so hard, i didn't want to hurt nobody, but he's killing me.
I thought i was ready to make this sacrifice and yet i never feel i am able to cope no more.
The feeling of vomit surrounding me, the feeling of hate and yet he never feels it that little bit.
How can two kids be formed without no love, how can kisses be pressed and he never felt love.
Treating me like dirt and putting it off.
He knows he can't hit, but if he could baby he will!
Cox he knows i got you for the backup and a brother built like brick wall so he shall never stand a chance and will fall.
Of all those things i believed in i just wanted and i did get it over with... until every time something happened got my springs involved and until then i had vicious rows before then we got on fine.
So i never knew why and he says i never listen to him, but he never knows what to do, then he doesn't want to blame himself for the pain i am in.
Why does he never ever ever want to let me go, if there was no love he never got rid of the other part and he still wants to be hooked when i do not feel anymore chemistry and we're going to fall apart.
I cannot do this.
Then she said to me and i am her.. she said i hate you, let him get it over with and you live all by your self!
Why is she trying to get it over with, OK he is good in most ways, but there can be better.
Nothing has to be driven around paid.
i am sick and tired and then he makes me feel bad he makes me feel guilty when i am not in the most wrong you never understand anything i try to say.
So i cry until i can never ever feel my eyes again.
I am hoping to this day nobody says a thing.
I just want them to get it over with.
After all the things her one did to me i just kept quite all the way.
Nothing more to say.
I never made her rot him away.
I never mentioned the things to you again and so why are you doing this to me.
i felt trapped, but then again you will blame it on that thing.
When it's got nothing to do with a phony book to travel the world.
it's him and i do not love no more.
I want to go away and he tries to find every excuse to keep me when he says this to me too.
if no love is near, just sleep with me on one side of the bed, do not kiss, do not touch and just stay.
Why does life have to kill me with confusion why does he want me and i do not love him.
I never feel love the way i did.
Maybe the monthly thing wasn't meant to be.
Why can't money grow on trees and i am sick of being driven into conclusion that never makes no sense.
Can't i just say a goodbye and get it over with forever.
I can't do it a mistake is experience.
We gotta learn from mistakes to value what we have.
In my mind i am crying so hard, i didn't want to hurt nobody, but he's killing me.
I thought i was ready to make this sacrifice and yet i never feel i am able to cope no more.
The feeling of vomit surrounding me, the feeling of hate and yet he never feels it that little bit.
How can two kids be formed without no love, how can kisses be pressed and he never felt love.
Treating me like dirt and putting it off.
He knows he can't hit, but if he could baby he will!
Cox he knows i got you for the backup and a brother built like brick wall so he shall never stand a chance and will fall.
Of all those things i believed in i just wanted and i did get it over with... until every time something happened got my springs involved and until then i had vicious rows before then we got on fine.
So i never knew why and he says i never listen to him, but he never knows what to do, then he doesn't want to blame himself for the pain i am in.
Why does he never ever ever want to let me go, if there was no love he never got rid of the other part and he still wants to be hooked when i do not feel anymore chemistry and we're going to fall apart.
I cannot do this.
Then she said to me and i am her.. she said i hate you, let him get it over with and you live all by your self!
Why is she trying to get it over with, OK he is good in most ways, but there can be better.
Nothing has to be driven around paid.
i am sick and tired and then he makes me feel bad he makes me feel guilty when i am not in the most wrong you never understand anything i try to say.
So i cry until i can never ever feel my eyes again.
I am hoping to this day nobody says a thing.
I just want them to get it over with.
After all the things her one did to me i just kept quite all the way.
Nothing more to say.
I never made her rot him away.
I never mentioned the things to you again and so why are you doing this to me.
i felt trapped, but then again you will blame it on that thing.
When it's got nothing to do with a phony book to travel the world.
it's him and i do not love no more.
I want to go away and he tries to find every excuse to keep me when he says this to me too.
if no love is near, just sleep with me on one side of the bed, do not kiss, do not touch and just stay.
Why does life have to kill me with confusion why does he want me and i do not love him.
I never feel love the way i did.
Maybe the monthly thing wasn't meant to be.
Why can't money grow on trees and i am sick of being driven into conclusion that never makes no sense.
Can't i just say a goodbye and get it over with forever.
I can't do it a mistake is experience.
We gotta learn from mistakes to value what we have.
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GET IT OVER WITH!
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