A New Woman

"BETTER THIS WAY!"

if only you'd understand.
Why everyone took the stand.
And why he doesn't care at all and we never ever have that real thing around.
I had to spend all that time making up things to make him feel nice.
when i really felt sick loving him.
Why don't i love him no more.
I wasn't forced, but there is something i couldn't get round baby this is harder than it looks.
And too much of something is bad and enough and i had to get away from you.
can't you guys linked more to wards th bride of white understand baby this is enough i can't be doing with the things you say.
It's enough and bad i know you're right, but i can never control what's inside my heart.
too much pain and sick is all it is.
i have had enough right now too much is much too much, much more than i can handle, excuses blown away and he lies to the max and he never ever tells the truth at all.
He lied to me and you'll never know.
How much i cried.
Let alone how many times i forgave and forgot, even those nights how hard i tried.
You never know you just gonna talk bad and hurt me bad.
But it's never you, you live with him nope it's me, me, me and i know what it is and i can never handle no more.
To this incurable heart break.
I do feel bad in a way, but we'll i told him over and over again.
His excuse is he forgets and says when did you tell me that.
So  i am sick i told him yesterday or the morning before that night.
He still wants to put it off to look good.
This man drives me up the wall i talk and he says i scream he is not all that he seems.
In front of you making the effort and impression, but now nobody knows the truth and you never will.
So this is my sin... if it goes away then i take the pain and i can't live no more better gone than keep on hurting pain with pain.


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