So here I am ba to this once again
I Thought I was past this, but here I go again.
Now I slowly close my eyes
and put to skin my suprise.
And while I bleed my soul seems free
escaping life and its memories.
For a moment my mind is clear
rid of my troubles and my fears.
Now I open my eyes once closed
viewing beauty freshly exposed.
With my razor still held tight
its placed to flesh again tonight.
I Press the blade so deeply down
and remove the pain without a sound
Now more beauty flows from my veins
with no sign of stopping I feel no pain.
While from my wrist slowly drips my life
between myself and nothing is only time
With No turning ba I cut again
To erase my tresspasses and my sins
Now for this moment while I bleed
A second before the end I'm finally free