M's Poetry
Every time
Every time you call me it's not because you want to
it's because you want something I may or may not have
and every time you say I love you
it's not because you mean it
it's only because you think that is what you are supposed to say
and I must admit there is still that little girl inside
that wishes you would love me but now I understand why
because every time I see you in my dreams
you are so different than in reality
I wake up and realize you still haunt me, damn it's true again...
and when I cry because it's Mother's Day
it's not tears of joy, it's tears that will join my other tear stains
wish you could understand my pain
but it's too complicated for your brain
sometimes I think it would be best if I never existed
than I never would have to be part of this twister
cuz every time I come away with one more scar
every time you disappear for a little while I wonder where you are
I guess one day I will be at peace with you
but for now it remains a open wound....
2004@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
it's because you want something I may or may not have
and every time you say I love you
it's not because you mean it
it's only because you think that is what you are supposed to say
and I must admit there is still that little girl inside
that wishes you would love me but now I understand why
because every time I see you in my dreams
you are so different than in reality
I wake up and realize you still haunt me, damn it's true again...
and when I cry because it's Mother's Day
it's not tears of joy, it's tears that will join my other tear stains
wish you could understand my pain
but it's too complicated for your brain
sometimes I think it would be best if I never existed
than I never would have to be part of this twister
cuz every time I come away with one more scar
every time you disappear for a little while I wonder where you are
I guess one day I will be at peace with you
but for now it remains a open wound....
2004@ Copyright by Megan Bishop