You've casted in, all over my soul this;
Wicked tangled up web of lies, and deceitful daydreams,
From which I can't never, from you, escape without
Tearing and bleeding , completely, open my own soul.
You've shut me out and close on me, every single opened door;
That I'd just wanted to keep them for us openm but you erased
Them, instead, with tainted visions, and unfolding faded dreams,
Of love,from where I know there's no more a way to return!
Lately, I feel sometimes my soul, so numbed, a void so deep,
And dark, with and without you, for me, there won't be more sun;
Nothing worthile, you've left me,there's no more peace, no more
Space, where I can my pain hide, and leave my thoughts untouched
By you, there isn't now a single spot emptied, or any safe place
Where you don't seem, to appear out of the blue,you're casting
Just more shadows, on me so black and thick, as confusing unholy
Dreams,deformed mask for me now covers, your whole face like
The one, sometimes with me you used to wear, colored red and
Black are the colors, now, that all the time for me you wear,
The color red, is the one color for precious life, and feared
Death,you greet me! no more with a warming smile instead
You offer me, now, at full hands nothing, but all shattered dreams,
Instead,you now bring me only more sad and pouring days, filled
Only of rain,and you fill my head with dread, and showed me
Just in the end tainted visions, and unfolding landscapes full
Of pain,you're so called love took from me more that I expected
Of,no more illusions you've left me, that dreaded door you
Opened one day wide, and you vanished into the cold night...
In black my dreams are fading now, without you now nothing
To live for, there is no more light, no more tears even to cry
Life without you, is empty and nothing will ever be the same,
There won't be no more sun, no more smiles to greet me a hello
Now that you're gone forever,unholy dreams you've left me instead.
Dorian Petersen Potter
aka ladydp2000
copyright@2004
