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The Conclusion…!


I've written on many aspects,
All about what happens in life,
Heartache, pain, and hurt….
Almost all of life's trials and strife!

And lately I've written about me,
On my own personal stuff,
Emotional, heart wrenching and painful,
And my broken heart - and how rough!

I have worked through all the emotions,
Starting with heartbreak and pain,
Moving on to hurt and devastation,
And how it's driving me insane!

Then I got to the hurdle part,
You know - the anger inside!
And once I got to that stage…
I let my feelings ride!

Once you hit the anger,
That's when you can start to heal,
For that's when the pain gets lesser,
And when everything starts feeling real!

Until I got to this stage,
Then I couldn't move forward at all,
All I could do was cry and cry…
And my heart was up the wall!

But then I got to the anger,
And the injustice of it all,
And then came to a conclusion or two…
And decided it's not that bad at all!

When someone breaks your heart,
By doing what they shouldn't do,
It's really hard to deal with…
And all sorts of feelings start showing through!

We go through a process of elimination,
And work through all the hurt and pain,
And once we are through that door,
We can start to heal again.

Well I've worked it through and been upset,
Devastated, hurt, sad and blue…!
Then I came to a crossroads…
And knew what I had to do!

I had to let it go, let it pass,
Lose the hurt and pain…
And once I did just that…
I started feeling once again!

He hurt me, yes, there's no doubt…
He really broke my heart…
But I came to realise today…
That I have to make a new start!

A new year, new life, a new beginning,
For me and for my own good…!
There is no use in living in sorrow,
Because I now know where I stood!

So I dealt with the hurt and pain,
And I'm dealing with all the strife…
And I came to the realization today,
That I have to get on with my life!

I had a great life before him,
And yes, I still have a really great life,
And although I wish we were still together,
And I wish I was still going to be his wife…

I'm not, so I have to move onwards,
And because I'm really quite strong,
I will do it I will survive this pain,
And hopefully it won't be too long!

Won't be too long before it comes to pass,
That I am not hurting any more…
And hoping my heart will mend again,
To the way it was before.

It isn't easy!  I'm not pretending it is,
For it's the hardest trial in my life,
At first I didn't think I would make it,
Too much devastation, pain and strife!

But like I say, I'm strong,
I've had to be all my life,
To get me through the times I've had,
And help me deal with all of the strife!

So once again I'm finding…
That I have to stay focused and strong,
Determined to do what I have to do to survive,
And hope that it won't take too long.

But I will get there, don't doubt that,
For my bloodline is strong and true,
I know that no matter what…
I will do what I have to do!

And Do It Good!

They Say That Only The Strong Survive…
I Am Strong!
I Survived!






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