An intermission of feelings from my heart,
Leaves a lonely void a hole engulfed with emptiness,
My soul lost wondering in a world of silence,
Sky’s always grey never blue although the sun shines.
A break from emotion would be kind but alas,
My mind plays games as my spirit cries,
Hurt inside not knowing why this depression eats at me,
A world apart from all close to me, yet so close to love.
Together yet apart wanting wishing for smiles,
Needing to be held, to feel your warmth,
My soul cries out amiss this anguish and anticipation,
Nothing to be afraid of but all to fear for.
Haunted by the past the loss of love,
Trapped in my own self pity with a face of frowns,
Reluctant to let go praying for the hand of freedom,
The deeper love grows the harder love falls as I wait for that smile to free me.