M's Poetry
Finished
I often curse myself
because I find it so hard to stop loving you
it should be easy because you made it this way
but my heart is stubborn it sometimes will bleed at any cost
I am done solving all your problems
well placed traps had me lost
maybe I fell into them knowing what it would do
but not this time, my only problem is I still love you
one day I hope to move far away
then maybe I won't feel so suppressed
all my wardrobe I wear is a facade to cover up my true pain
I am depressed because all I ever did was want your approval
instead I settled to be the one to grovel
it still got me no where, my voice is gone
for so long I screamed for your attention
I see the day has grown dark for you and me
no longer will the light come out
because I turned it off and
left you standing somewhere in the distance
it's your turn to scream
only I won't listen....
because I am finished.
2004@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
because I find it so hard to stop loving you
it should be easy because you made it this way
but my heart is stubborn it sometimes will bleed at any cost
I am done solving all your problems
well placed traps had me lost
maybe I fell into them knowing what it would do
but not this time, my only problem is I still love you
one day I hope to move far away
then maybe I won't feel so suppressed
all my wardrobe I wear is a facade to cover up my true pain
I am depressed because all I ever did was want your approval
instead I settled to be the one to grovel
it still got me no where, my voice is gone
for so long I screamed for your attention
I see the day has grown dark for you and me
no longer will the light come out
because I turned it off and
left you standing somewhere in the distance
it's your turn to scream
only I won't listen....
because I am finished.
2004@ Copyright by Megan Bishop