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Just Some Random Absurdity That I Happen To Capture On Paper

I want something to change,
Yet yearn for things to remain the same
While wanting everything to go back to the way
Things used to be.
I'm stuck in some kind of paradox,
But I'm not sure how long it'll last.
I'd rather not be so
Crazily suspended in time.
I've no control, yet
Control is what I try to gain.
No! I'm not like my parents!
I will not try to control
Things that were not meant to be controlled.
And I will not try to control
People, for they are not
Meant to be controlled.
Maybe I am fine with how I am,
Or the idea of how I am.
I am what I always wanted to be.
I am me.
Seems like such a sh!tty deal.

May 24, 2004
Suge


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Just Some Random Absurdity That I Happen To Capture On Paper

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