The sudden rush of cold hits me in my face
every time I step into this place
your words sting like a bee
did you ever think how it makes me feel
when you talk down to me
I know I'm not perfect but I know I did something right
it's a never ending cycle
I'm wrong, you're always right
because you know you abuse me
you love me one minute, spit on me the next
half the time you have me confused
what did I ever do to make you abuse me?
was it something I said?
was it something I did?
I'm just so scared now, so numb to it now
the abuse is burning from the inside and coming out
see the bruises you caused in my heart
see the scars in my brain
I'm never going to be the same, no not ever again.
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