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I  Can't  Bear  It  Anymore...Why  Me?

She doesn’t know about me
  but I love her ever since,
She is an amazing cyber personification
  I admire so much;
Caring, genuine, a poet, so smart,
  talented and petite,
The girl of my dreams
  that I finally long each day.

I’m authentically sure I need her
  and I do want her by my side.
She is all that matters, my happiness,
  my reason for living;
But how can I ever let her know
  that I love her very much,
Without losing her, without her
  totally walking out of my life?

I cry each night in extreme pain
  for missing her a lot,
I love the way she is
  but I am too afraid to come out;
She revealed once she won’t go
  for a same sex affair come what may,
Why me in this woman’s body
  trapped as another?

           -SALLIE, thePoeticJournalist
            Toronto/March 13, 2004

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