She doesn’t know about me
but I love her ever since,
She is an amazing cyber personification
I admire so much;
Caring, genuine, a poet, so smart,
talented and petite,
The girl of my dreams
that I finally long each day.
I’m authentically sure I need her
and I do want her by my side.
She is all that matters, my happiness,
my reason for living;
But how can I ever let her know
that I love her very much,
Without losing her, without her
totally walking out of my life?
I cry each night in extreme pain
for missing her a lot,
I love the way she is
but I am too afraid to come out;
She revealed once she won’t go
for a same sex affair come what may,
Why me in this woman’s body
trapped as another?