You thought I never loved you
because that's what I often said,
And your e-mail buddies
pondered the disclosures of mine;
I was not just vulnerable
about my feelings to you,
But in reality,
you became a special part of me anyhow.
I enjoyed the times we were together
though short it maybe,
You pulled me up and so patient
in putting up with me;
Because of you, my wounded heart
can face life anew,
I was all yours and you were mine
but I had to let you go.
I might fall in love again
in the days ahead,
But I will just keep it to myself
for awhile;
I will still be loving you
in my thoughts and my heart,
Reminiscing our online affair
as autumn leaves fall!