Someone just broke your heart
and you still miss those days,
I am trying to cope up
with severe guilt for hurting my lady;
We became the best buddies online
after several weeks,
Feeling each other’s pain,
the trauma of falling in love.
Like Pam, you immensely became
a cynosure for me,
So charmingly smart, sympathetic,
so sweet and tender;
Are you her look-alike, are you Heaven-sent,
a gift from Above,
Who now adds color and intensity
to this lopsided world of ours?
I can’t recapitulate the days and nights
that I think of you,
I can’t recollect the moments
I eagerly wait for your e-mail;
All I can remember
is the ecstasy you’re giving me,
Every time you communicate
from the heart that cares.
I won’t tell you what bugs me,
that I’m missing you a whole lot,
I won’t reveal to you my true affection
even if it is so intense;
Because I know your heart
still belongs to someone,
And that I wanna be sure
you are not just my scapegoat…