I'm all alone in my cell, like so many nights before,
All of us here have different stories to tell..
Of the lives we've lost and times we were so much more.
Somedays are better than others,I won't lie..I had
some times of great fun,but it seems the bad out weigh
those others.
As I count down each day by the rising of the sun.
The daytime is what I dread dealing with the guards
and utter boredom,for here we're not allowed to do
as we please,so I day dream of my future and freedom.
If only there was a way to retract my crime,
For I never meant to become so out of control.
Now I must sit here and do my time,trying my best
to stay out of trouble.
It's so easy to beat myself up,I just need to let
go of the past,reach deep and suck my pride up,
Face the fact that my life was going too fast.
I did so many things I'm embarrassed of,somethings
I will bury inside and never tell.
Sadly enough most was in the name of love,
thankfully out of love I fell.
This time I'm ready to live life straight,my body clean,
along with my mind,
My future truly looks great,
For both my family and God I did find.
I don't need to be alone any longer,all I needed
was to open my heart,
give my life to a power so much greater,
With God I now have a fresh start.