I am at a loss of words to picture at this moment,
I have difficulty describing what is on my mind;
It's like I became motionless and idle for a while,
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't jot down a thing.
My language isn't working, I lack terminologies,
My head's spinning like a feeble-minded fool;
How can I go back to work to earn a living?
This is one of the days I regard contemptuously.
I need somebody to help me energize myself,
Someone to keep me going and back on track again;
Where is she?...that I do not know...
I hope this indolence will soon go away.