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My Life


I hate my life, I hate who I have become!
So Hard, so Cold~Sick of Living, Tired of Breathing!
I hate my life, I hate the person I have become!
Why can't I be the person ~ the person who I once was?
Why can't I find that person I used to be?
I have search and search and still I can't find me!
Why is it so hard for me to find that person I used to be?
I hate my life, I hate the way I have allowed it to change!
How dumb and stupid and ignorant was I ~ to have allowed
other's to change the way I look and feel about life!
What a fool was I to believe I could have ever trusted
all those people who pretended to be my so called friends!
Trust, love, patience and understanding is what I had given
to all of them ~ only to be used, lied to and
to have been betrayed too!
I hate my life, I hate the person I have become~
all because of the trust and faith I have put into each and everyone of you!
Now I'm so hard and cold, so unable to trust and
so unwilling to give myself to anyone ever again!
I'm tired and I'm sick of living!
So tired of Breathing, please when will
this all just come to an end?
Tired of looking like a stupid, dumb fool!
Tired of being used and so sick of being abused!
Sick of life and sick of breathing!
All I need is some time to be just me,
the person that I used to be!
Sept 16, 2004  
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