M's Poetry
Amnesia
I want to forget you existed
I wish I could snap my fingers and know I wouldn't miss you
because I loved you and tried to understand
but there comes a point when you can't hear the lies
and you're sick of the excuses
how old are you? Is all that your life is is this?
you back me into a corner and I came out swinging
what did you expect...you left me no choice
it's not my problem no more
and I can't stay for another pity show
I am gone like the wind and I won't ever see you again
and just like the light fades from day
that is the state of our relationship
and this time I won't fix
any of your problems that you created
a brand new start awaits and I am tired of being jaded
over a situation that has brought me nothing but heartache
bet time I took a serious look and claimed my life back
what was stolen is back with it's rightful owner
don't think you'll ever have it back again, not even on a loan!
because my heart is locked up and you can't have the key
you abused it and trust is something you don't earn easily
because from now on when it comes to you
I have amnesia!
*Written about my mother she has a history of never working and expecting people to pay her way. I have helped her in the past but there comes a time someone must help themselves I feel. I have tried for 23 years and sometimes I feel you must walk away to save your own self unwanted stress and anxiety over someone or something that will never change. Sorry I am just in a sad mood.
2004@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
I wish I could snap my fingers and know I wouldn't miss you
because I loved you and tried to understand
but there comes a point when you can't hear the lies
and you're sick of the excuses
how old are you? Is all that your life is is this?
you back me into a corner and I came out swinging
what did you expect...you left me no choice
it's not my problem no more
and I can't stay for another pity show
I am gone like the wind and I won't ever see you again
and just like the light fades from day
that is the state of our relationship
and this time I won't fix
any of your problems that you created
a brand new start awaits and I am tired of being jaded
over a situation that has brought me nothing but heartache
bet time I took a serious look and claimed my life back
what was stolen is back with it's rightful owner
don't think you'll ever have it back again, not even on a loan!
because my heart is locked up and you can't have the key
you abused it and trust is something you don't earn easily
because from now on when it comes to you
I have amnesia!
*Written about my mother she has a history of never working and expecting people to pay her way. I have helped her in the past but there comes a time someone must help themselves I feel. I have tried for 23 years and sometimes I feel you must walk away to save your own self unwanted stress and anxiety over someone or something that will never change. Sorry I am just in a sad mood.
2004@ Copyright by Megan Bishop