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Would They Even Shed A TearSo many times I have wondered to myself how many would even shed a tear upon my death Nothing that i have done in this life seems to even matter as i look around to my right and my left The thoughts of what i could have done better to bring some people some joy into their life Now i sit here all alone looking into the dark sky,wondering if i will die tonight I know now how many of my former friends must have felt when i ran away and left them abandoned feeling all alone Now i find myself in that position trying my best now to reach God as i know that he is looking at me from His throne I know that i was not the best friend, confidant,or role model on this earth to anyone I dont know what else to do with my pain as my days seem so much shorter as i stare at the setting sun I have felt much pain and i have looked into the eyes of my enemies,wondering when are they gonna come for me They never had to look far because all along the where right there living inside of me I could look to blame my mother,father,or maybe even my family history as to why i live the way that i live Now i have to face the true facts and see that i should have had so much more to give This world is filled throughtout with those who seem to never get their life right No need to worry about me though i have made it out of misery after i had cried throughtout my troublesome night Would they even shed a tear is often a question that i ask myself as i antcipate the moment of my impending death I really dont know the answer to that question, because i know deep down inside that i have nothing left I dont need you to worry about me and think for a moment that i will not be alright Sometimes though i wish i didnt have to go through so much in this life everyday having to fight I have to fight all the times the thoughts that travail through my brain Nowing that i cant give up on my life although i seem to keep bringing so many others so much pain I dont know what else that i will be able to do in this coming year I guess i will wake up tomorrow to see a day that looks just like this one I got to get to a new place for me to feel like everything will be alright for me to lay to rest I will do what i need to do to prepare like i said for my impending death I leave this life and i go onto the next place that is the unknown for me I tried to do what was right,really i did,but i just kept bring about pain and misery Well i guess i will go back to thinking about making it to the new year Doesnt this make you think too, "Would They Even Shed A Tear" Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem |
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