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Loss

There are times when I feel like I don't know you.
Like you are too much for me to understand.
Like I am unsurpassed to you.
I wish to be the friend I once was to you but,
You are simple in your mind, you ignore the best
Friend you have ever had.

I've lost my edge, I found it elsewhere.
I am advanced now, you see,
Because I can forgive and forget and hold a grudge
At the same time.
I am advanced because my dreams are real,
And scary.
I am advanced because my head hurts
And the pains are phantom.
I am advanced because when I sense things
I can make sense out of them.
I can warn,
I can help,
Can I heal?

I only wanted to be a part of your life because
You were the only friend I had for so many years,
And now you've thrown me aside like so much trivia
That I am beginning to wonder if you even see me as your sister anymore.

November 3, 2004


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