I closed my eyes last night and fell into a different world. I found myself in a long corridor of closed doors, hearing your soft cry. My heart pounded as I frantically tried to open every door; but found that they were all locked. I crawled into the darkest corner and wept. My heart ached as I imagined you in my arms, caressing your tiny face, rocking back and forth holding myself. I know you feel my love. My sweet boy I don't know why you were taken. You have my heart, and wherever I go and no matter what I do I think of you. I love you, Angel and one day I will hold you in my arms, I need to believe in that because it is the only thing that keeps me sane.