I often fantasize about suicide,
But deep down I know it's just a fantasy,
But I still wonder,
What it would be like to be set free,
I think of you, where you are,
Are you watching me?
Do you miss me?
I believe you've made me stronger,
That our fate was planned,
Your to be our Angel now,
Our forever protecting hand.
I understand that I don't fantasize about suicide,
I fantasize about being with you,
Just touching you and feeling,
Watching everything you do,
I like the thought of you being our Angel,
Following me around,
Being the orb of light upon my shoulder,
Helping me up from the ground,
And although death would be a great adventure,
I shall leave it till later,
For to live...now that,
Would be much much greater,
So stand by my side babe,
Wipe away my cries,
Blow kisses to us all inside,
We'll one day see those timeless Angel eyes!