M's Poetry
My Apology
I wished for things that I don't need
and I was never the one to bend
and I was tortured but I had no right to spew
you didn't deserve any of this
and I don't deserve you...anything less is where I fit
I can never be the one admit my wrongs first
can't see beyond my never going to get dreams
I drove away the only one who truly cared
not about anything but truly loving me
so this is my apology....knifed my myself full of doubts
and know my presence has turned you out
I am going away because love isn't something I have learned yet
but I have mastered the apology
the words I am sorry comes all too frequently
maybe I am miserable if I am ever totally happy
is it the irony or sarcasm of it all?
you decide I am at your mercy
I can only offer my apology....
2004@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
and I was never the one to bend
and I was tortured but I had no right to spew
you didn't deserve any of this
and I don't deserve you...anything less is where I fit
I can never be the one admit my wrongs first
can't see beyond my never going to get dreams
I drove away the only one who truly cared
not about anything but truly loving me
so this is my apology....knifed my myself full of doubts
and know my presence has turned you out
I am going away because love isn't something I have learned yet
but I have mastered the apology
the words I am sorry comes all too frequently
maybe I am miserable if I am ever totally happy
is it the irony or sarcasm of it all?
you decide I am at your mercy
I can only offer my apology....
2004@ Copyright by Megan Bishop