We met here via FFF in early January of year 2003,
You were heart broken after a 12-year relationship;
At that time I was a new member just searching for a friend,
And we became e-mail buddies until this very minute.
You witnessed the heartaches, the tribulations I had,
You were so patient, my friend, in putting up with me;
I could tell you everything about my sadness and my joy,
I am so certain that you also felt my pain in your heart….
You never hide me your feelings, your admiration to me,
And always hoped that one day I could love you too;
And that moment came, my friend, but it never lasted,
For I've found Vivian who is the real love of my life.
I am appreciative of all the things you've done for me,
A friend indeed, a genuine pal is all you are to me;
I am luckier than those who have no buddy at cyberspace,
Even I myself can't do the stuff you endured while loving me.
I sincerely wish that one day you'll meet the right one for you,
Who can give you affection you're seeking all through out;
Let me apologize, my friend, for all the agony I've caused you,
But Vivian is the only woman I can ever love this way.