Save me from this prison of feelings
They keep pulling me back
Holding me in from the world.
Like a python they wrap around me
Trying to suffocate the free will from me
Keeping the pleasant thoughts and feelings just outta hands grasp
Like a viper they strike, pumping cold heartless venom into my vains
My heart is cold, and dead to all
What I have been through in my short life
Shouldn't be seen by children nor adults.
I have been ignored, abused, hated, lied to, and cheated on
I have been through depression, suicidal thoughts, and other non-human like feelings.
I have been the epitome of hell on earth
The feelings that I am capable of knowing have made me the man I am.
I am able to help others because of the pain I have endured
Mentally and physically my body has been tossed through a shredder.
But at this point and time I am stuck again in a spell bound prison
Of emotions and feelings that have so many times before tried to hold me in.
Again and again I fight them back
I break the spell
And outta that cold heartless jail I do expel.
I am going to be free once again from the chains that bind.
That wall that has held me back in the past months will fall
Like the Berlin wall I will be standing tall
On top of that debris will come a new me once again.
Like a phoenix I will be reborn
Outta my ashes new loving life will yet again reignite
Like an undying being I will live on
Although I hit perils I will not be defeated by this
To my ass those hateful feelings and pain can kiss.