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My Tum And I…!


Oh dear me and sugar plumbs,
What a trial in my life!
A total mess, what can I do!
It's caused me so much strife!
So I wanted to have a tummy tuck,
And off I went to see…
A fella who does the deed…
Who could do the deed for me!

I went to his consulting room,
Full of the joys of spring,
The very thought of having it sorted,
Made my little heart sing!
You se, it is a ruddy mess!
7 operations on this tum of mine,
Oh golly gee, oh glory be,
I wasn't feeling fine!

But this fella was the bees knees,
And he was gona sort me out,
Cos just like that, me tum would be gone,
And I couldn't wait for that!
I went into his consulting room,
Smiles all over my face,
He checked it over and what a mess,
I really fell from grace!

Then he drew a pic,
Of how and what he'd have to do,
Still I didn't care a jot,
Cos it was something I had to do!
The pic he drew was awful,
But still I didn't care!
Then he dropped a bombshell,
It wasn't what I wanted to hear!

‘I can't do the operation,'
He said, well I near fell off the chair,
‘You have to do it!' I shouted,
‘Cos this just isn't fair!'
‘Sorry,' he said, ‘I can't!
It's just too dangerous to try!
If I went ahead with this…!
The chances are you will die!'

Well I was crying my eyes out!
And I said to him full of tears,
‘It's my choice not yours!
And I don't have any fears!'
Well I was blinded in disappointment,
And all that I could see…
Was me living with this horrific mess!
So bad it puts me off me tea!

I begged and pleaded and sobbed,
I did, and asked him over again,
Told him he had no idea,
Of my heartache and my pain!
He even had the cheek to tell me,
That he'd never had a litigation case,
And that's what would happen,
And he wasn't going to fall from grace!

I went home devastated, a
An understatement that's true!
So gutted and traumatised was I…
But there was nothing I could do!
Scarred to hell it was, a mess,
And I hated it more by the day,
So yes, I wanted this operation done;
‘I won't do it!'  Is all he'd say!

He told me that I'd probably die,
And he wasn't prepared for that to occur,
Well all I reiterated to him…
Was that it wasn't bloody fair!
So I went home and wrote to my doctor,
And told him of my plight!
But all he did was agree with him,
He said the tum's not such bad a sight!

My friend said to me one day…
‘Those scars saved your life!
Think of that when you see the mess,
And lose this awful strife!'
So when I see this mess in the mirror,
I have to tell you true,
I say to myself that they saved my life,
But it's something I needed to do!

Then I sent my doc a letter…
Said this man's no right to take my choice!
It's called freedom of speech and free will,
And I was using my voice!
The consultant was under pressure;
I said I'd sign all the papers I need,
All would know it wasn't his fault if I died,
Cos his words I wouldn't heed!

Then I saw a program on the T.V.
It was this op ‘he decided to do for me!'
And oh hells bells and sugar plumbs,
What a horrific sight to see!
The poor woman had a bad time of it,
And ended up 100 times worse,
The ‘psychological' result she wanted,
Ended up being her curse!!!

And she died…

I think it was a message to me, n
Not to go ahead after all,
At the end of the day, I fight to stay,
Cos every day I give my all!
So I wasn't prepared to do it,
Even if I lived and didn't die…!
So now I accept the way I am…
Its how it is for me, and now I don't cry!

So I accept the way things are,
Cos I would have had egg on my face!
Cos I had 3 ops after that time…
So it would've been a waste of space!
Things happen for a reason,
And no matter the reason for my tum,
It's here to stay, and that's ok!
For my life is far from over and done!

I live for more than my stomach!
And no matter what the reason will be,
This is the way that I am!
The tum's not the person, the person is me!




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