Hardships, happiness
Striving for better
but... feeling worse
Wanting so much
Just to find comfort
Somehow, although not greedy
wrongfully cursed
wanting to help others
despite the loss of my own
Bad seeds are planted
unfairly sown
Loving my family
striving day and night
making the best of all
putting up a fight
depressed in the heart
serene in the soul
although all seems to fail
I'm still in control