I refrain from scaring you
because you are not my own
you are yours and yours alone
she is my wall of time
making notches that represent me
I hardly tore your flesh
you bled gently onto your clothes
not a wince not a wimper
If you'd open up I'd be okay
but I don't see it happening
were too odd
too much
too often
Our relationship hurts so bad
I'd dry the tears and still they'd fall
Dampering history in the making
Your a doll with pretty lips
in pleasure slips
With eyes that wander on torment trips
I'd love to try, explore
relearn love without yearning
without bore
I'd cradle you in loving arms
without love in shackles
I have that patience
That change ensures
I'm screaming out at you
hear me or fail this
I need words like substance
Words filled with emotion
stumble over them as you will
Lie it down for me
Let us sort this right now
Or I am running away
So you can reform peace
I believe if one loves as I do
Your basic needs can change
reguardless of the scars
or the memories
the need here is happiness
even if it is in my absence, such as now
I let you lie in peace
here I sit alone with only my mind
to attain solitude without lonliness
The day the words pass my lips
when I give into submersion
I will not hesitste
to notch the time and
etch the proof of my existance
upon your flesh