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I Was Analyzing My Feelings...I sat and thought about it, Searched inside my head, For the thoughts that tumbled around, Thoughts that couldn't be said! I was analyzing my feelings, And sorting the thoughts in my mind, Because I wasn't happy, no, I was sad, And the truth I just couldn't find! So I took a step back, or three, Maybe even more than that, Looked at the picture from all angles, To find out where I was at! And as I sat and looked at the picture, I didn't like what it was that I'd see, No, I wasn't happy at all, no way, For this life was not for me! I find it so confusing, Because I don't know where to start, I think it's my very own fault... Because I've got too daft a heart! I would like to think I was worth it, And to have a love so true...! But how can that be - when I am me, How do I know what to do? I've just no idea why... All this hurt has happened in my life So I started again, simply because... I don't want to live in strife! So I decided to give it up to God, And leave it all for Him to decide, And no more was I going to be upset, No more tears to be cried! I never wanted much in life - just peace, So I went it alone, No more hurt or upset, Just peace and quiet in 'my' home! Happiness is within me, And all I do is bring it to the fore, And as long as I'm happy within myself, Then I need nothing more! So on I'll plod in life and leave it to God, Yes; I'll leave it for Him! To be alone, or to not be alone... But either way, I will win! Because I made my life as good as I could, And this is my brand new start, With or without a man in my life, For do I really want a broken heart? No, because this heart of mine; Isn't very strong at all... And I don't want to be hurt, And my happiness takes a fall It would be lovely if it happened, But who knows each of our fate? We never know what's round the corner, And nothing is ever too late. So I shall go on in my happy life, And take each day at a time, And no matter what, and no matter when, My life will always be fine! This is how I feel this day and family... And friends love me, for whom I am, And I guess that's all I need to know, That my life does not depend on a man... To have a man in my life has to be for love, For I won't accept anything less, Than a life that's good and true! And this day is the start of that, I guess! So I'll get on with my life and be happy, And make sure that life is good... Go with the flow, and keep smiling, Just as all of us should! Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem |
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