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I Was Analyzing My Feelings...


I sat and thought about it,
Searched inside my head,
For the thoughts that tumbled around,
Thoughts that couldn't be said!
I was analyzing my feelings,
And sorting the thoughts in my mind,
Because I wasn't happy, no, I was sad,
And the truth I just couldn't find!

So I took a step back, or three,
Maybe even more than that,
Looked at the picture from all angles,
To find out where I was at!
And as I sat and looked at the picture,
I didn't like what it was that I'd see,
No, I wasn't happy at all, no way,
For this life was not for me!

I find it so confusing,
Because I don't know where to start,
I think it's my very own fault...
Because I've got too daft a heart!
I would like to think I was worth it,
And to have a love so true...!
But how can that be - when I am me,
How do I know what to do?

I've just no idea why...
All this hurt has happened in my life
So I started again, simply because...
I don't want to live in strife!
So I decided to give it up to God,
And leave it all for Him to decide,
And no more was I going to be upset,
No more tears to be cried!

I never wanted much in life - just peace,
So I went it alone,
No more hurt or upset,
Just peace and quiet in 'my' home!
Happiness is within me,
And all I do is bring it to the fore,
And as long as I'm happy within myself,
Then I need nothing more!

So on I'll plod in life and leave it to God,
Yes; I'll leave it for Him!
To be alone, or to not be alone...
But either way, I will win!
Because I made my life as good as I could,
And this is my brand new start,
With or without a man in my life,
For do I really want a broken heart?

No, because this heart of mine;
Isn't very strong at all...
And I don't want to be hurt,
And my happiness takes a fall
It would be lovely if it happened,
But who knows each of our fate?
We never know what's round the corner,
And nothing is ever too late.

So I shall go on in my happy life,
And take each day at a time,
And no matter what, and no matter when,
My life will always be fine!
This is how I feel this day and family...
And friends love me, for whom I am,
And I guess that's all I need to know,
That my life does not depend on a man...

To have a man in my life has to be for love,
For I won't accept anything less,
Than a life that's good and true!  
And this day is the start of that, I guess!
So I'll get on with my life and be happy,
And make sure that life is good...
Go with the flow, and keep smiling,
Just as all of us should!


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