Dreamed In Color
Only Goal
I don't want to think anymore
and I don't want to feel
I just want to leave forever
because this pain became too real
Waiting for a "Tomorrow"
that I know will never come
Each day I make a promise
but it fades with the setting sun
No one understands
why I just can't leave
And why my mind controls my actions
and why I just can't sleep
I go in constant circles
never getting off this track
I lost my self so long ago
and I don't think I'm coming back
So what does that leave me?
Just a body without a soul?
A mind set on disappearing
with survival my only goal?
I long to win this fight
but I'm just not that strong
Perhaps, for me, there's no way out
because I've been here way too long
RLS
and I don't want to feel
I just want to leave forever
because this pain became too real
Waiting for a "Tomorrow"
that I know will never come
Each day I make a promise
but it fades with the setting sun
No one understands
why I just can't leave
And why my mind controls my actions
and why I just can't sleep
I go in constant circles
never getting off this track
I lost my self so long ago
and I don't think I'm coming back
So what does that leave me?
Just a body without a soul?
A mind set on disappearing
with survival my only goal?
I long to win this fight
but I'm just not that strong
Perhaps, for me, there's no way out
because I've been here way too long
RLS
