Please cold, sting my skin,
then numb this dieing pain.
Singe my face and fill my breath.
Each touch is burnt with life.
Pain screaming into my veins.
Ice bleeding through me just the same.
Sinking in, killing my synthetic soul inside.
Leaving me to know and hold again this tasteless life.
Paralyzed in time. Consuming a sinful faith.
Forgetting as I begin ascending, this is not the same.
Silence seeming golden, no longer hearing sound.
No need for seeking nothings that I have already found.
Fading like the light. Leading me a stay.
Losing my sight, these eyes beginning to fade.
Poison knows my veins, harming who I touch.
Missing without trace. My bleeding is the same as love.
These empty arms, no longer stretching out to reach.
Taking away my will, losing my way and speech.
Bending over backward, breaking my own back.
Suffocating alone, breaking my own neck.
Never moving forward or falling to my feet.
Nor even crawling downward six more feet.
Time has proven that it can shape me.
Changing like the smile you gave me.
A million pounds of air pressing down upon me.
My will it seems, is stronger than my body.
Remembering the taste of you on my lips.
Knowing nothing lingers that doesn't exist.