Used to say he's too thuggish
The Dog in him turn me off
His realness kept the doors open
Hoping to one day take him out the hood
Tell him "its me n u against the world pa"
but he wasn't hearing me
The vibe from the streets and his boys was stringing him along
"one day u'll loss me" I tell him
but he wasn't hearing me
Never got the chance of feeling me
Oh and I can't for get the effect Mary Jean had on him
I used to be his right hand man but she took over
And left me with some rough sex
Black boy I still love you
I admire your creativity
The way you go about things, no one can handle
The way you sometimes don't care, makes me proud
The truth lays deep within the wave of you complexion
Makes me wonder what the world would be without your present
The sound of your voice brings me joy
Now I wonder why did I ever run from you
Put you down and put label on all of you
Used to run to you, now I run from you
But, black boy I still love you
It's a shame how you forgot we used to be
Kings and queens in our mother land
Now you leave Me crying more than smiling
Didn't matter we had nothing, because we had each other
But now that I'm gone, I leave you with this
you walk with a limp
I love your style, talk and your whole being
Everything about you is artistic
swear u belong in a museum
But I can't let you know that
Can't let you hear that
Because it was your Ego that sent me running