When you promise me forever
I saw myself with no one but you
the thoughts of being without
Hurts me through the night
so i keep your picture close
Along with the gifts and letters
Holding on to something that may never be again
Knowing that I'll never stop loving you
Hurts more than loving you
Saw the end of the world with you
Each day I hate myself more for leaving you
It hurts how I want you more than ever
You see I never loved you
But now that I've grown to love
I can't stop
You are the first one to take complete hold of my heart
Man why did I leave?
"Uh...
You beat me cold
Mistreated me
Disrespected me"
Oh now I remember
But why do I want you still?
